Laylawolfgirl

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I'm really pissed off.Mainly because I draw a lot and half my stuff comes out looking kinda decent but I can't put it on here because I don't know how to work the damn scanner.I'm also pissed cuz my mom disapproves of the fact that's I've been seeing my bf for about a year.He's the first serious bf I've had and my mom thinks I've been with him for too long and I should see other guys.I can kinda see where she's coming from,but I'm really involved with Alan and I don't want to give him up.I'm also pissed because Devin,the best cousin I have who was like a brother to me won't stop bitching and complaining about the fam.He says he's the only intellient person in our family and frankly he wants to leave us and detatch himself from everyone.It hurts my feelings,sure they are a lot of whackoos we're related to and on his dad's side of the family which isn't my family there are even whackyer peeps,but you don't just disown the people who care about you.That ain't right.Why else am I pissed?Cuz some people don't know how to forive and forget certain incidents and I'm also pissed cuz the best friend I have thinks impressing people is more important that being real.I probably sound like a counsler or somthing but it true.

Yay Im no longer grounded! Devin must like my couch a lot he sleeps on it more then he does his own bed.Marcy is lucky none of her cousins live close by.It seems my dead site is slowly coming back to life,I saw activity yesterday.That makes me feel good I always hoped that it would last.I'm at my Granny's again.I love her house,besides Devin is stil on my couch(I think)and my mom is pmsing so I need an escape.

It has been a long summber but a good summer and Im gonna cry when it ends.I'm confused right now because I can't find the next part of a slideshow story I'm supposed to be making.Lies aren't entertaining no matter what Liz thinks  so I'm not talking to her right now...I say this as if you readers knew what I was talking about...*sigh* You don't and I really don't feel like explaining but lets put it this way.I am normally a gentle and kind altough wacky and bold person.But right now I am an insane hateful person with some interesting things coming out of my mouth and another girl's skin and hair clumped under my sharpened blue fingernails.I am so sick of this noity-toity bitch I think I might throw her down the stairs.